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Mar 28
Dear Diary, My thoughts are getting louder, stronger. I wanna fight, wanna get better, but tell me. What‘s the point...
Mar 27
Dear Diary, I just watched the Documentary of the Comeback from BTS. And I am somehow sad, not because the Documentary...
Mar 26
Dear Diary, I have some really bad thoughts and I can’t talk to anyone about it because they will judge me an become m...
Jan 16
Dear Diary, I decided to give up on my dream. I mean, one of my dreams. BTS is coming to Europe, and my one wish...
Jan 09
Dear Diary, When can I finally be free? How much longer do I need to wait? To feel this pain inside me. Everyti...
Jan 01
When will I finally be rid of this fear? Is it even fear anymore? It's more like an addiction…if that's what an addi...
Dec 13
Dear Diary, My loved ones just asked me if I'm okey. But how can I tell them I'm not and I never will be. Even wi...
Dec 12
Dear Diary, I'm just lazy, right? That's what everyone tells me, what I heard so often now. But they don't know t...
Dec 11
Dear Diary, Im looking inside the Mirror and... I can't recognize the person standing in front of it. It's not me...
Nov 25
Today is one of these days where my thoughts don't leave. Not for one second. Im tired, I actually want to sleep bu...
Nov 23
Dear strangers, Sometimes life brings together people who need each other. In this case, it seems life is bringing us...
Grandpa,Sometimes I wish I knew what you were thinking. What you had thought.Would you be proud of me? Or disappointed?...
Nov 17
I don't try to kill myself. I just try to escape it all
Nov 16
I feel so much right now and at the same time nothing. I just want to give up. I can't keep going. It's to hard, im...
Nov 03
Its scary. These feelings, these thoughts. I can't tell if these are even my feelings. It's like im here but someone e...